it weighs on me like a ton of bricks

edge of the cliff,
i'm looking down.
my legs are stiff,
i know i'll drown.

it starts to rain,
flashes of lightning.
my body aches,
fists are tightening.

the end is near,
i feel so small.
no room for fear,
i step and fall.

i close my eyes,
sounds of thunder.
say my goodbyes,
the bricks pull me under.